Internal Upheaval

You know, lately it's been difficult to gauge which is the greatest; my internal or external upheaval. I've been coming to grips with my health, my isolation, my feeling of inadequacy. There's also the feeling that the cup being half full or half empty doesn't mean very much if there's a sizable hole in it. Everything seems to be running out and away. This is a 6 by 4.5 inches gel pen drawing with color pencil. It's a piece I was hesitant to upload because it isn't exactly 'pretty' and it isn't Original Jones Art pretending to be anyone other than an old guy sitting in a dimly lit room in northwest Austin, Texas.